Hello everyone.
I know very few people actually look through this tumblr.
I haven’t updated in months because my body perception has completely changed. These pictures are me, right now. 5’2, 136 lbs. I lost a total of 6 pounds and don’t plan on losing anymore weight.
I am happy with the way I look, and I’m sorry to anyone that thinks otherwise. But this is my body, and I embrace it completely, chunky thighs and all.
In summation, this pretty much means that you can just unfollow me.
WTF it’s 12 o’clock and I just binged on 700 calories.
I’m going to work it all off. Maybe I’ll be 136, but idk, I’m so scared.
700 is too much.
I ate 250 calories yesterday and walked 1.5 miles.
Today I’m going to do lots of cardio. I want to guarantee that I’ll reach my first goal weight by Monday.
Ugh. My mom’s supposed to come over for lunch.
She suggested that we go out to eat, but I told her otherwise, and that I’ll just make itmyself. That way I won’t have to eat and tell her that I already did before she came.
But fuck. I made it and probably had 200 calories worth of the food.
Yessss, so successful!
It’s about 8:30 right now, I doubt I’ll eat anything.
So yes, fasting. I did not eat a single bite of food all dayyyyyy.
I walked the dogs about half a mile and then I biked for 20 minutes.
I’m going jogging tomorrow morning. Excercising usually keeps my cravings down.
clean my room. finish math online. buy new clothes. get rid of the old ones. lose 30 lbs. it’s not impossible.
wtfwtfwtf
Still 139??? This is what happens when I don’t have an efffingg scale.
ugh. that’s it.
I’m going on a three day fast, starting tomorrow.
